Second chances

Life gives us many chances. Some we see, some we don’t. Some we take, some we don’t. Some we take and cherish, some we regret. We leave our life to God. We know that he knows what’s going to happen and how. Why do we hurt? Why does the emotion exist?
They say hurt is the first step to realization. Time is a great healer and with the passage of time we realize that why things happen when they happen. But why do we have to realize? Why do we have to hurt? Why can’t God sometimes just let us heal? Why can’t he just let us know that this event in your life happened for this reason and then just heal us. Why do we have to know the reason behind every situation that occurs? Sometimes we don’t want to know, sometimes we want to erase it, not think about it. Sometimes we just don’t want to think why it happened. They say realization makes you stronger. But what if you don’t want to be strong? What if, for once, you just want someone to hold you, to heal you, to make life easier? Why cant life be easy at times. Why do we always have to fight, to hurt, to heal, to realize. Whoever said time is a great healer obviously didn’t fuck up a lot in life. Everyone isn’t strong. Everyone can’t be the first in life’s race. Sometimes people break inside. They hurt and over time they don’t heal, they break. Someone in his or her life could be responsible for hurting someone else. What about the other person? How does it feel to carry the guilt in your heart? To know that someone hurts because you brought that situation on them? Why can’t God just relieve these emotions? For once, maybe for once, you don’t want to be strong. You don’t want to carry this burden. For once, can you, God, can you just heal and not let us break inside? Just once?